beautiful dreamer

stay awake, cass.

i don't want to fall asleep. but i'm getting teary-eyed and weary. it was a busy and wonderful day. i didn't get much sleep last night. wow, i just fell asleep right now for one whole minute.

have you ever felt like your life was ending? mine has. once already... or was it twice?

the best kind of dream is the one where you wake up crying. i believe that sentiments are much more powerful in dreams, because the morning after a tearful dream, you realize that you were completely overreacting. i feel like people become more interesting in the dream world. i would prefer to sleep forever (like sleeping beauty sans the prince!) just so i could live in my dreams, whether they be pleasant or not. i feel like i'm less afraid in my dreams. what if our dreams are actually meant to be reality, and reality is just a horrible, ongoing dream or a daily event that fuels our dreams/reality?

limbs

wow. i hate my fucking arms. and legs. they've always told me to always be myself, but if i were to be anyone right now, it would be irina lazareanu with her perfect limbs.

she's very interesting looking. sort of alien-like. she's one of those lucky people who get to look like aliens. i know what aliens look like. they're fascinating. wow. i need to stop saying things like that.