washing you out of my hair

and out of my mind, keeping an eye on the world from so many thousands of feet off the ground. i'm over you now, i'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head.

in my tuna

i've just lost my appetite. i found a scale in my canned tuna. hooahk! .. that was a barf noise. canned tuna is just one of the very few things i can eat. and i think i'm taking it off my list. so let's see: red apples, lime jello, fruity pebbles, strawberry yogurt, and coffee. great.

if i could control everything in the world,

i'd finally be okay.

for a moment

shitsandwich.

i don't feel too well. i want to leave. fly back home. this whole time i actually believed that I was enjoying myself, that I was happy here, that change was good. i feel really shit right now. i just... i miss you.