le plan

i need to study. i feel like i'm going to explode because it's almost midnight. but i drifted into a pleasant nap this afternoon while watching the telly. i really need to stop watching tv. i know that it's messing with me, but i watch it anyway. why do i do that? fuck's sake. oh, and that too. i need to stop swearing on impulse. and i don't understand why this is my third blog entry of the day. i just need to purge all my non-studious thoughts so that there will be room for spanish notes. i need a vacation. i've never had an actual vacation before. what's it like? i reckon it's wonderful. too bad i won't be taking any soon. i'm going to get a terrible job this summer at a smoothie place or something alike. i have my mind set on a trip to paris next year and i plan on paying for it myself. fucking paris, je t'aime!